Woah, it has been long since I posted huh, but I just felt the sudden need to use this blog to express my feelings again.

Competition is tomorrow, in Malaysia, a competition I have worked so hard for. Right now, I am still injured. I don't know anymore, an injury that has been bothering me for 2 to 3 months. I have abstained from training hard, massaged it everyday, yet it is still here. Now, it is hindering my way towards the competition. I just really want to work hard for it and to go there and give my best, yet I am denied to do so. Every hope, every positivity I had for the past 2 months seems to be crushed. When you have been training so long, it just seems that winning medals is not the main point anymore, but rather, the desire to just give everything all is something that is tremendously weighing my heart. I really really do hope I can give everything I have, to do my country proud, and to do myself proud.

I just hope that I can finish my race without regrets, and walk out of the stadium with my head held high, thinking "I have given it my all".

Please do pray for me.