Sunday, September 25, 2011

Its difficult, but I have to try

Yeahhh! Finally the week is done! And Im done with the reallly really maddd memorising of Science! Wahahahahahhaa. Really grateful to God for blessing me this whole week! But one thing to worry about is my dad is sick, I really pray that he recovers as soon as possible. I need to learn to trust Him!
One thing I learnt this week is that we really need to trust God, no matter what happens. Although we say this almost everytime, do we really trust Him? When things get complicated, when our heart starts to hurt, do we still put our faith in Him? Lots of things have been in my mind. Exam grades, time schedules, and my future in school. And then again, I worry every single day about all these stuff, but the very one important thing I seem to forget is, He is there.

I pray that I can put away all my worries in my mind, for He is there with me, no matter what happens. So, I should put my faith in Him no matter what happens as well, and He will bless.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Pek Chek

I really don't like it when there is so much work. My mind is just so concentrated on my work, that I lose the other side of my life. And as I reflect, I feel really disappointed, such a failure, that I only have work in my life.

On a side note, I'm back from injury! Something I am really glad about! The feeling to be able to run once again is amazing. I'm going to train!

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

A constant thought

Just standing on the top of the hill, looking at the scenery is not enough. I know, there are things beyond that scenery, things that are awaiting me to explore. But I need guts. I need faith.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

A super exhausting week

Although this week was a holiday week, it was tiring, really mentally exhausting.

(On a sidenote, the posts these few weeks would really be quite short, long posts coming in during weekends!)

Saturday, September 3, 2011

Hahahah! Justin we did it!

Two days ago, God has shown me his presence once again. This time, by touching the heart of my friend. I just feel really really really blessed and assured that He is there for me, and that He will be there for me no matter what. I can trust Him.

I was just talking to my friend about 2 days back, and we began talking about the problems he face. And just as He was talking about how painful it was to be hurt in a relationship with his good friend, I began to bring Him into the topic, and that was probably the best move I made.
My friend was facing friends that were mean, that made him feel replaceable, that made him feel really sad. And just as I was speechless, I talked about the graciousness of God.

Perhaps, what we face right now are friends that make us feel depressed, friends that treat us in a way we do not wish to be treated, or even people who may just make us feel utterly hopeless. But I'm sure God knows. God is there with us. What we can do, is to just stick to God's words tightly, and never forgetting His presence.

Because God will only give us the best, He promised us so, and He has done so. He has given us His only son, Jesus, to us, which is the best thing He can ever give. What other reservations can He have for us?

And he touched me in the most special way on that day. While I was talking to my friend, a thought just came to my mind to remind Him to read Our Daily Bread. At that time, my heart trusted Him. I trusted that He will put words of wisdom in that day's Daily Bread.

And he did so.

The words that were written there were so closely related to what my friend and I was talking about that I was just simply amazed. Just simply amazed. How amazing He is, and how wonderful He is. He has once again reminded me that no matter what we face, we just have to stick with His words.

Thank you God!